“I can’t do this.” His hands were rubbing her back, his tongue was on the side of her neck. As much as she didn’t want to feel what she was feeling she was feeling it. As much as she wanted to be in control she was losing the battle for being in control and it scared her to death.
“Please don’t say no to be tonight.” He was frustrated, not with her but with the wall she had up. With the battle she was fighting with her body. He could see the goosbumps on her skin, her nipples poking through the thin fabric of her dress. He knew she wanted him just as badly as he wanted her but he didn’t know what was stopping her.
“What happens tonight will be between me and you Kortney. I promise.” She turned her back to him and took three steps forward, he took those same three steps forward, her body was his addiction. Her body was a magnet to his steel.
“You don’t understand baby, you don’t understand!” He pulled her close, tried pulling up her dress but her hands stopped his.
“Don’t fight this, don’t fight me! You know you want this, you know you need this!”
Her body was screaming, her clit was throbbing! There was no bra, no panties separating the thin material of the silk dress from her body. Every touch, every kiss, every word was vibrating through her body and landing on her libido. She tried to think about something else, tried to will herself to ask him to leave but in her heart she knew it was no longer her decision. She knew it was no longer in her control.
“If you do this, if you kiss me there and suck me there we go together. Do you understand that?! I’m not one for casual sex, I’m not one for enjoying the moment. Of course I want you inside of me, I’m as wet as I’ve ever been and I haven’t even touched myself yet. But I won’t be a one night stand, I won’t be a conquest.”
While he was taking her nipple in his mouth, her hands were between her legs. She was baring her soul, being honest and open but he was opening her up. He heard her but he didn’t hear her. He respected what she was saying but how could he focus on anything when she was so wet, so hot, so perfect.
“This isn’t a one night stand, we’re both consenting adults, we both want this. We both need this.” He fell to his knees and spread her legs, she wanted to protest, she wanted to kick him in the mouth and tell him to stop but the kisses on the insides of her thighs felt too good. His tongue on the back of her knee was making her drip. She regretted not wearing panties now, she regretted being so horny. Once his mouth found her spot, her perfection, she knew it was over. She knew all hell was about to break loose and that hell was her pleasure.
To be continued…