Yesterday was Mothers Day and I couldn’t help but be reminded of what life will be like once you’re the mother of my children. I was in Crave buying some Mothers Day cupcakes and I saw this woman in line, she had on a grey dress, her hair was sort of auburn and long. Heels, she was pretty. I almost went and talked to her but I didn’t want to lose my space in line or embarrass her so I didn’t. Once she left I wondered if you were her.
After that I went to Victoria’s Secret in Rice Village, I passed by this store next to Express, the name escapes me and I saw this beautiful woman working in there. I thought maybe that was you but I had no reason to go inside.
You get the gist of what I’m saying, I made maybe four or five stops today and with each stop I saw someone that caught my eye but at each stop I told myself the same thing. “Do you really want to be the man that hits on every pretty woman you see?”
The thing is I don’t want to be that guy, not if I can help it.
Today a friend told me that a lot of men talk about wanting to be in a relationship but she really believes that I want to be in one. Sometimes I ask myself that question. Do I want it as bad as I say I do or am I just talking, just hoping and dreaming?
Anyway, Happy Future Mothers Day if you read this. Don’t go out having any children or anymore or getting married. I don’t think I have it in me to talk to a married woman.