You Don’t Have to Mean It: Just Say It

I’d settle for a really good genuine date. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on one. Women like the idea of me, I’m not sure I know one that really knows me. A lot of that is me not letting people in, I’m aware of that. It’s just that people always leave, they always disappoint. It takes me way too long to recover from that, it takes way too much out of me. When you’re a loner, when you’ve spent most of your life with your own thoughts you get attached way too fast and the hole is so deep…

385448_213663785373354_118911191515281_532154_1408080341_n I’m sitting at my computer at work not really sleepy but really tired. I have my Pandora on Bobby Womack radio and when I tell you these guys sing and write about women on a level that I can only dream of I’m not lying. There’s so much emotion and pain behind the words.

I won’t say they loved harder but I’ll say they weren’t afraid to express it. Sometimes when I write I wonder if I’m putting too much of my feelings into my writing and then I laugh knowing that I’m not putting even a fourth of what I’m feeling into these words.

My grandfather has been in the hospital this week, I come to work and laugh, smile, do my job. I write my articles, post on my blog, work on the book. I flirt and go to the gym to keep busy but the truth is…

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